Thread:Thetmartens/@comment-5007477-20160821055403

So... um... as of lately you've seemed to be thinking negatively of me (well at least from my perspective). Of course a few conclusions have been jumped to... so maybe I should clear things up... Hopefully fixing a few things...

Mod Training- I have not started being trained as a mod and I don't plan to learn until I know I am ready. I made a blog specifically for improving myself, learning what I am doing wrong. Until I fix everything that is stated on those blogs I am not even going to attempt.

Childishness- When I first joined the wiki I believe that was how I got popular, because of that my brain said "People love you because you act like a child. So keep acting like one! As long as you do that nobody will hate you!" I noticed initially that Tier didn't like it so I tried to be a bit more serious... didn't work out. Later I found that Warpy tolerates me but doesn't exactly like that part of me. The blog for improving myself stated that the childishness is a problem and thus I am trying extremely hard to get the mindset I obtained out of my head.

Chat RPing- To be honest, that is kind of how I voice my opinion on a situation. When I talk about something else I'm usually trying to change the subject or I just don't give a crud at all. Most of the time the RPing comes from greeting people, being bored, or just not liking a situation.

"Weeaboo"- First off I am otaku. There is a major difference between otaku and weeaboo, I think you should watch "TheAnimeMan"'s video on otakus and Lost Pause, Akidearest, and Filthy Frank's videos on weeaboos. For me, I enjoy anime for the art style and the different stories. The only reason I use Japanese words on the occasion is either for a really dumb joke or it is how someone likes me calling them. Such as Saikou and Lucky. Even then if you state I watch anime too much I usually watch 1-5 episodes a month sometimes not even at all. I am very lazy with anime. As for visiting Japan, I am legitimally interested in how different that country's culture is different from mine. As I've only been to Canada and the US I've never been able to travel overseas and I really want to.

RPing in General- Our ideas of RPing do clash. As you like "Create Your Own Adventure" and I like "Consistent Story". It is only logical that our ideals clash and we don't get along very often in RPs. When I'm left to do a "Choose Your Own Adventure" choosing a character to be is pretty much impossible because there is nothing to do as soon as I get on so I switch really quickly. While trying to host a consistent story makes me a "Control Freak" from your perspective, I'm just trying to open up a new form of RPings so other people can make their own RPs to host.

I can't think of anything else at this point so I guess I can state a few things I'm not too fond of...

Chat Personas- For some odd reason whenever I'm in the chat you seem to diss me about that one time where I thought about having chat personas be a thing in Death Battle Fanon. It has been happening less but it still hurts when you show it. The thing flopped, I know, but do you really need to rub sand in the wound?

The Consistent Ask For RP- Whenever you're bored you seem to ask me to RP and it is usually when nobody else is on to RP with you. To be honest I am kind of sick of that. I'd rather RP when I feel the urge to RP. Which is during those few occasions when I'm on. I may be an experienced RPer but I don't always want to RP with the same person all of the time.

There we go, I think that was everything I can think of off the top of my head... I honestly want to clear things up, maybe remove some misunderstandings. I'm not war crazy. 