User blog:ImagoDesattrolante/I'm done

This has probably been promised a lot by my but it's time to do it now.

So, as you lot know, I took a fairly large break. This apparently caused a bit of controversy. Some people I won't name even said I offed myself, but I'm not a ghost. What really happened is a bit more simplier. Simpler.

As pretty much all of you know my behaviour from around late January to about mid May was horrendous. I pretty much acted like some sort of morphed version of the USSR. Trying to morph out anything bad about me, acting like a was supreme leader, and constantly acting terrible to everything around me. Before I got unbanned - April 15th - I kept on denying how much of an ass I was. But from the 15th it suddenly just slowly came down onto me.

Of course this wasn't enough to stop me firing down some real damage onto my reputation but by mid May I felt like I was a horrible person. I left for a long time and just thought about myself - I had no idea how much I had changed really.

Of course, this all stems from two, big, major things. My unlawful, unjustified banning caused by getting even a little into shit, and of course, that unhealthy obsession with vs debating. That has really embarassed me.

So I've came down with two things.

I'm not doing calcs anymore, or going in major vs debating shit like before.

I'm not going to act like a top memer anymore. I'll just do my little job.

In fact I probably won't even do battles anymore. They cause too much controversy for me and I just can't manage them anymore.

I tried making this as unedgy as I could, but I probably failed. But do you all think?

And of course, a long needed, very big sorry to everyone. I can't stress enough how big it is.