User blog:ThatOneGuyYouSeeInTheParkingLot/My Hiatus

So....... it's been a while. Like a long time. If you paid attention, I came on very rarely. Maybe you'd see me go on this forum or edit an old page. But I have an explanation. Last year was the year I graduated highschool, and it felt weird. It was like, "okay, what now? College is just around the corner, but what I'm going to do"? It was a feeling I have never felt before. Everything just felt off. I talked about it to my girlfriend my parents my oldest sister, and they understood. But they all said the same thing: "We go way too fast without realizing it." And after that, I tried filling that hole with something to keep me occupied. I've found a new job that I like and pays well, but that wasn't enough. I tried song writing, and that kind of worked. But overtime you just lose that creativity when your writing when you're caught up with school and work. And that's why I left. I didn't feel like doing the same old shit over and over. You lose that creativity and the reason of why you did it in the first place. The first few months here were some of the most amazing months of my life, on the wiki and not. But overtime, you grow bored of everything and want to try something new. That's the reason for my on and off again hiatus. And even when I thought I wanted to go back, I just lost that energy overtime. It made me physically ill, and I wasn't happy when I thought that coming back would help. Now, I feel good. My first year of college has been great for me, and I think I can have a living as long as I don't get fired. So, I'm burying the hatchet to say that I won't be making stuff anymore. I'm not leaving permanetly, but I don't want to come back when I feel like I have that energy, but it's just the same old shit. Right now, I'm abandoning everything I've made on this wiki. If you're reading this, all my uncompleted fights are up for adoption and do whatever you please. What I did complete, I'm proud of it. So I don't want to feel like that coming back to make fights wasn't worth it. Feeling like that is the worst thing I could ever feel, and I just don't get any enjoyment out of making that stuff anymore. So, I'm calling it. I feel like this is the best thing I can do right now. "We've gone way too fast for way too long. But we were never supposed to make it half this far."

- TOGYSITPL